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Battling Attachment
It puzzles me that I get so easily attached, to a certain feeling, a certain taste, a certain sense of familiarity. Whereas I constant challenge myself with new things and new people, I can’t help getting that torn feeling when I deviate a little too far away from what I am used to. You know that feeling when you just want to crawl into bed and stay in fetal position for a while (especially with the heating blanket on a cold & gloomy day)? I feel so weak when I get that feeling.
3 years ago, he asked me, “don’t you feeling lonely?” I thought no because I had been living a fulfilled life.
1 year ago, she said, “but it’s so lonely!” I started to question my own philosophy.
Today, I am thinking that maybe the reason I don’t feel lonely is that I busy myself with these little attachments. My passion might fade fast for certain things as I get anxious with the sense of reliance, but my passion for new things might never die. There might not be that one thing which that will fully devote 100% of my passion into, but is that so wrong? Is it so wrong that I run away from attachment to experience more and learn more? It might be out of fear or just natural instinct, but instead of fighting it, would it be so wrong to just embrace it?
